Dreams

Dreams are so odd sometimes.  They piece together the most random and fleeting thoughts you've been having in a way that makes complete sense.

You could start off as old-school Batman who's racing to see his love...

Only to end up at your destination as a more modern-day batman...

(Who is actually half Batman and half Darth Vader)

Then your scenery becomes clouds and you find yourself fighting half of the Japanese-history-equivalent of the person you were a moment ago...

But in the heat of the battle you realize that your a bajillionaire and you can just fly away in your own jet...

And since your now much more asian than you were before, you have have to take some intense ESL classes while on the plane...

Finally, you wake up disappointed because you were just about to make kissies with a sturdiest on the plane when the dream so abruptly stopped. But you also feel relived because you remember how you saw a picture of Pikachu IRL earlier that day and now the entire dream makes sense.

Unfortunately it's the middle of the night and by the time you wake up in the morning, the dream will either be complete jibberish, or you'll have forgotten it entirely =(

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Hi Again

I can't believe I haven't blogged since I got back from PI!


man oh man.  There is simply too much to cover in one blog so I'll start with my most recent thought...




I want mold myself into a fighter.


This may seem like an odd idea, especially since I never intend to fight anyone whether it be professionally or otherwise, but it's something I feel I must do.  


My background consists of Tae Kwon Do and some general MMA training so I know what fighting is all about and I know it's not what I want to do.  All I want to do is regain the mastery of self-discipline again.  Not only that, but I want to be confident in my abilities as a man to accomplish what I set out to do, starting with changes to my own body.
The one thing that has been motivating me to do so is a manga series called Baki the Grappler (and it's continuing series).  It may sound childish to have dreams based off of manga, anime, cartoons, or comics, but if you read and watch enough of them you will come to find that they can be truly profound and filled overwhelming thoughtfulness and timeless ideas.
Sometimes you read things and completely relate to it in odd ways.  For me, Baki was one of those readings that completely consumed me and slightly changed how I view myself as a person.  It's odd because I'm against fighting in general, but I'm so very interested in seeing ways that people empower themselves to become better at whatever they do.


So that's one of my ongoing goals right now.  Mold myself into this..

Or at least try =P

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P.S.

I sorta missed blogging 

Where I is?

I haven't blogged very much during the first week of 2010 and I learned that it's okay.  My life revolves around the internet so much, and all of my time is dedicated towards the heightening of my internet-knowledge stature that I've almost lost myself.
Thankfully I'll being in the Philippines for almost three weeks so I'll be able to re-learn what life has to offer besides online LOLs and OMGs.

Meeting my giant family is what I'm looking forward to the most! Can't wait!

I think that what people Don't tell you should be respected just as much as what they do.